Mother’s Day

My heart is full of love but feels empty at the same time.

I miss my mom & daughter and love my sons more than words can express.

I feel empty, loss, love & blessed all at the same time.

When someone asks how many kids I have, my heart skips a beat.

Sometimes I will just say three & end the conversation. Other times I will elaborate on the details.

There are also times I say “Two…boys”. In my head, I finish the sentence, “and a baby girl in Heaven”.

The joy & sadness that I’m feeling intertwines. There are times joy wins & other times sadness overtakes me.

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4 responses to “Mother’s Day

  1. Beautifully written. Genuine and sad and lovely somehow. All the complicated things that love, loss, and grief bring, simply stated. I’m so sorry for your sadness and your heartache, my friend. Please remember that I am always here for you and that you are well loved. xoJulia

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